Personal Note XXVIII

Yahweh in (יהוה‎):
Moses and the Burning Bush

Who am I?
Sunday – January 4, 2026

So far, except on my "About me" page, I have not revealed much about myself on this blog, and that has been by design, or for a reason. I choose anonymity because I want my texts and words to speak for themselves, and if I am going to be a person associated with all sorts of material baggage, then people will start to associate my texts with this baggage, and consequently my texts will lose whatever influence and power they used to have. I as a person, as an individual, is really completely unimportant, and this is also the case for most people who attempt to relay some kind of message. Yes, people may have alternative motives, but that's their problem, not the problem of the reader. I believe that any man that reads a text should be able to understand the meaning of the text, without further information. I am profoundly against "reading between the lines": when I write something or say something, there is no need to read between the lines; I simply do not communicate in this manner. Yes, other people may communicate in this manner, but in my view their choice to communicate in a mystical and hidden way should be their problem, not mine; it's funny how the modern world always finds a way to blame the person seeking initiation. Shouldn't the responsibility be the authors, and not the readers? At any rate, I do not communicate something else in my writings, and if you attempt to read this blog between the lines, then you will be misguided and lead astray. Really, if there's anything the serpent would like you to do, it is to read between the lines and distort meaning. Yes, a lot of people have a completely distorted conception of knowledge these days, because all of these libertarian tendencies have allowed men to freely interpret all sorts of things in a distorted manner. Yes, this is something that I covered in my post about the source, which you can read here: essentially most qualities in the world tend to lose their vigor and strength, and they tend to become shrouded more and more, and really this leads to a kind of decay or corruption. I have no interest in my own communication becoming disrupted in this manner, and that's why I don't want people to become aware of me. Yes, once I cease to be anonymous, people become forced to contend with me, they are made aware of me and this alone will distort their judgment and their understanding of my texts. Besides, I also have other more material reasons as to why I choose to be anonymous: I do seek to protect my own domestic peace, from the state in particular, but also from other elements. I recognize that it's hard to be human, but I am not able to deal with the potential emotional outbursts from people around me; this is why I consider myself not a part of the world. Indeed, this world was not meant for me, but that is a topic that I will cover at another time. I could reveal some parts about myself, but if I do they will only be very vague and not very descriptive. In the next section I will provide some information about myself that I didn't on my "About me" page.

    I do not identify as male, even though I was assigned this "gender" at birth: this is because I do not identify with the material domain, and because I consider the concepts of gender and sex to be material and grounded in something that can be considered modernity. Indeed, many modern or recent "gender roles" are just that, recent, but people treat these "roles" as if they are somehow grounded in something metaphysical. In particular I reject the western style masculinity, something I regard as completely false and material. Yes, there is an essence that is fundamentally masculine, but this essence has been distorted and corrupted in the Imperial Core. This does not mean that I identify as female or with any of these other supposed "genders". No, in fact, I don't identify with any gender, and as I've stated before, I regard the whole concept of identity to be a form of totalitarianism and something that is very much tied to the individualism of modernity, something you can read more about in my "Collectivism & Individualism series". I also refuse to identify with the concept of race and/or ethnicity, something I barely mentioned on my "About me" page: this again, because I regard these constructs to be expressions of the inevitable infantile disorders associated with modernity. Indeed, the concept of race is something that I reject entirely, because it's a modern and false category that attempts to extol western man. Ethnicity is a category that I remain ambivalent towards, but it's a category that can be useful, from an anthropological and historical point of view, especially when it comes to understanding different metaphysical traditions and how they've been shaped by something particular and how that particular has been shaped by the tradition, really a metaphysical dynamic that should be understood. Me refusing to identify goes for most aspects of the modern world: I refuse to identify with a nationality, I refuse to identify with a continent, I refuse to identify with an occupation/vocation, I refuse to identify with a name, etc, etc,. I am not a product of the modern world, and if you attempt to make me into one, so be it, but I refuse to do this to myself.

    I am sure that there is a plethora of things that I missed to list, but I hope you get the message: I am not in any way an interesting person and none of my strengths and flaws, and none of the material assumptions you may make about me, should influence these texts and/or your understanding of these texts.

Reginald Drax – January 4, 2026.