Personal Note LIV

Yahweh in (יהוה‎):
Moses and the Burning Bush

Epiphany |
Saturday – September 12, 2026

Epiphany... I have experienced... Really, I experienced an epiphany the other day, and it is hard to explain. Now, I should make it clear that I am not referring to some mystical experience that cannot be understood by anyone else; this was something different from that, read "Dreaming". This was something that was preordained and a sign of my own spiritual growth.

    Now, before I can go on to describe this epiphany, I must make some things clear: because of ongoing issues with this platform, I have been unable to upload proper images/pictures that I wish to attach to my blog posts, and because of this issue, I may be forced to not upload any more images, until the problem is resolved or until I move on to a different platform. I am not able to provide you with any kind of prognosis, as to when this issue may or may not be resolved, which means that I will attempt to keep you updated on this issue in each post, again as the issue goes on. Not being able to upload images will surely throw most of this blog off, especially where the images attached to each post count the most, such as in my many series on this page, such as this series. The reason why an images appears in this post is simply because I have copied and pasted it into this post, which is not the same as properly uploading the image, but again I remain unable to actually upload the proper image, which is why this image that is attached to this post could appear somewhat distorted to some of you. You may also experience the problem of being redirected to nowhere if you attempt to click on the image, and again there is not much that I can do about this, other than directing you to an empty 404 error page. Now, I hope that everyone of my readers that rely on my images to navigate this page can have understanding for this, and again have understanding that there is simply nothing more that I can do at this point. I do not know the exact reason for me being unable to upload images, but I am making inquiries into this matter, and in the meantime it may end up being the case that my future posts will lack images, and if this problem cannot be resolved, then I will be forced to switch to another platform, something that I have been planning for some time, but more on this later. Again, mind the problem and make sure to blame Google for this issue, not me. If the issue is resolved, I will mention this in future posts. I will also post this information on my INFO page, where I will make any relevant updates regarding this issue.

    Now, to return to my recent epiphany: recently, the other day really, I was walking down a certain street and I happened to run into a man preaching about the good message, the message of Jesus, and we ended up seeing each other, or really I looked this man in his eyes and he looked me in my eyes, and then we moved on with our business. Later that same evening, we ended up, by what appears to be random chance, sitting across from each other on a certain mode of transportation, and he struck up a conversation with me about the good message of Jesus, and we then discussed Jesus and the New Testament, I also mentioned my own preference for the Old Testament and we had a discussion about that as well. The man (the preacher) also gave me some pamphlets to read and I accepted them. Once he had left and I reached my destination, I had the opportunity to take a walk again, and I ended up coming upon a certain spider, a Cross Spider. Now, I have never seen a cross spider before, and so you must understand that I was very much bemused by this unlikely encounter, and of course the Cross Spider had a very prominent cross on its stomach, which made me very aware of my previous encounter with the Christian preacher. I also happened to come upon a sign, that was completely unrelated to anything else, that stated: HOPE. Well, I believe that this experience was preordained, predestined, and I believe that I had this experience because God, the Creator Yahweh-Elohim, wanted me to come nearer to the source, which I did. Now, I also decided to talk with the trees on my walk, and I also felt the necessity to take my right hand and bless the trees: Thou Shalt Prosper, Amen. I also decided to hug some of the trees. Yes, I believe that this was the holy spirit (רוּחַ הַקֹּדֶשׁ) acting through me, to bless the trees and the nature around me and really all of nature, read "How to Interact with Nature?", and to bless myself and the world. Yes, this may sound strange to people that are too distant from God, but I believe this very strongly. Also, this is not a matter of faith; this is a matter of reality. Just because something is difficult to explain, does not make it false. The spirit of negation in our world has robbed most men of experiences such as this, experiences that are truly profound, experiences that enable them to escape the corporeal world, if just for a moment. Yes, this day has been really difficult for me, but experiences such as this ground me in myself, in who I am, and in the world, whatever is left of the world, that is – the true world.

    I am a proponent of, to speak of myself for a while and in the true spirit of this series I suppose, departing from the world, because doing so may be quite necessary at the end of the day; yes, you may not have another choice. The world is not a good place: it is filled with evils such as cancer, perversion, abuse, politics, individualism, capitalism, and the horrors of it all. Why should you not hug a tree once in a while, or why not every day? Is it because you are afraid of being judged? Why should you let these bottom dwellers, these monsters judge you? That stated, from a Christian point of view, these people are still the children of God, but they are heading down a very wayward path, and if they continue in their activity, they may not be saved, they may not be saved. If a preacher can serve to remind me, you as well, of the world beyond this filth, then so be it, then so be it. Yes, you will not win in this life, in this world, but you can win your own peace of mind, and in the end eternal life. This is my epiphany, and I am sure that other people of righteous rank have other experiences to share, but this is my message, my experience, and my relationship to the divine, read "Divine Inspiration". Yes, you may not believe in anything that I have stated here today, and to that I can only tell you this: you must follow your own path in life, and if enlightenment should come to you, be grateful.

Reginald Drax (AKA, M. C. Dutt) – September 12, 2026.