Personal Emergency! (freestyle)

Mahakala (महाकाल), Protector of the Tent

Personal Emergency!
Friday – April 10, 2026

Personal matters continue to bedevil me, and I am asking you to pray for me as you pray for yourself, read about prayers here. I believe that I am currently under spiritual assault, but I am not quite sure of this yet. Without going into details that would potentially risk endangering me further, I will say that I have been subject to certain adverse and likely satanic sudden physiological changes, and as I am unable to understand how these "changes" could have suddenly been thrust upon me, I am simply just left with the conclusion that there may be some kind of evil lurking in my life. I have contacted certain metaphysically qualified persons, but they have been unable to tell. But you see, I read the continual movement of the cosmological medium like seamen read the waters, and I can tell that something is up. Now, this may not be the cause of my sudden medical emergency, but I do still strongly suspect this, but in lieu of proper metaphysical evidence for this, I can only remain circumspect. In a wider sense, it is true that I am under spiritual assault, but this is the case for everyone, and by this point I am certainly able to distinguish between the noise and something else; this that I am currently sensing has risen quite far above the noise floor. I can again use that analogy of the radio: of course in this case I am a superior tuner if you will, and the signal, while somewhat diffuse and wide, is still very much detectable; we are simply not dealing with random noise here. Yes, there is evil all around, and the rotting and diseased carcass that is the world is truly evil, but here we are dealing with a supernatural evil, and by definition such an evil must elude the sensible order. Are we dealing perhaps with a kind of solar storm, and if that is the case could this affect the Earth in such a drastic way? Maybe, but I hold that solar storms and solar flares primarily affect the sensible, and while changes on the Sun may affect Earth, I still believe this to be much too far fledged and much too in line with the sensibilities of the moderns. Again, I do not claim to be qualified in this regard, nor do I believe that most other people are qualified here, and the danger alluded to earlier is that of the tragedy of ignorance, of lost knowledge, and the start reality may just be that there are no truly qualified people. Could this be the end? Could this be the final moments of the cosmic cycle? Again, I simply do not know... But something is up. What would be the justice in my own peril? None, there are no justice in this, but then again, this is not about me but I have never claimed that this was about me; if I am able to work as an antenna, to borrow more profanity, then allow me to at least air the signs of tomorrow, because there can only be a future in a certain tomorrow. Where would the world be without that certainty, not that the material order is capable of offering any real certainty. Besides, most of the "new age" talk, if I may turn briefly to that subject, is filled with all sorts of rambling nonsense, and truly these people are a sign of the dissolution, but even among their ranks there are certain able, not capable but able, individuals; these individuals may have not yet passed that point of no return, but again these things are too early, for the most part at any rate, to tell. I am by no means attempting to suggest that we are living in the final moments, but I am sensing a rather abrupt change, but again, only time may tell; let it be noted here that the passage of time has become so compressed that it is quite impossible to notice the movement from lesser and lesser qualified space towards the complete homogeneous void, for only a void can truly be homogeneous. I will also add, on an even more personal note, that yes I am on edge, but since I am able to control my emotions I am quite capable; what I mean is that this is not some kind of psychological artifact bleeding over to my judgement, not that I would pay any attention to the claims of the supposed "nature of the subconsciousness", and besides this would truly be a kind of dark magic.

    I would suggest this, really me trying to encourage you to become more circumspect: if you do notice sudden changes, be prepared for the worst. Are you using your left hand more? Do you need glasses? Are you unable to sense with your intuition? If all or any of these things affect you, then you may be under the influence of dark forces. Now, there are ways in which you may combat these forces, but only the doctrines can truly help you with that. There are also many vultures and charlatans out there now as a consequence of the spiritual assault taking place on your person. Indeed, notice how bad things always tend to lead to bad things: the bad begets the bad. Once you become marked, if you are left-handed for instance, you are essentially a magnet for filth and for evil, and if you do not manage to mount a counter offense, day as well as night, against these forces, then you may just be pushed over the edge; spiritual warfare requires your attention, and once you lose your focus you may never regain it again, and then you are truly lost, then you are truly a dead man walking, then you have become solidified, a zombie in the ranks of the populist horde. This is their goal! I do not seek to cause panic, read "Sentimentalism", but sometimes the truth has to be made clear, and if you insist upon resisting, then you will lose. But since I am on edge here I guess I should be honest about that so that I can calm the reader. Yes, the world is an ugly and evil and depraved place, and this is the sign of our times – the Kali Yuga. There are things out there that are so evil and depraved that there are no words in the sensible order to describe them, and just as well, since the contemporary world seems to rely on people becoming suddenly aware, read "Politics & Ideology".

    Again, I am not able to tell the waters quite yet, but I can sense the tide, and in the end it could turn out that this all was a random burst, but I still doubt that. I will continue to report about this on my "Political Notes page".

Reginald Drax – April 10, 2026.