The Road Ahead

Hindu (ॐ) depiction of Rama (राम) and
Lakshmana (लक्ष्मण) in the Ramayana (रामायणम्)

The Road Ahead |
Saturday – June 27, 2026

Having gone through a minor medical emergency, read more here, I am a little bit shaken right now. I also realize that these things happen in life and that I can draw a certain amount of strength from this latest damp in my life, read "The Metaphysics of Adversity". It is true that I have been unlucky quite a lot recently, but then again that is only one perspective, and who can really say that I have been more or less lucky? Again, after all we do live under the reign of the Kali Yuga, and if things deteriorate and disintegrate, this should be just as well, or rather I should have expected this already, which I did. Yes, I did anticipate that I would meet many challenges ahead and I have encountered them in the past, and really this is actually not something to be too afraid of, and after all I am better in terms of my health anyways now; I am still able to recover. Of course, still it does take some time to recover and that does apply to me as well, but as I stated in my posts these past week, I have been afforded the opportunity to make some reflections, some deep contemplation, about myself and my own position in the world, really in history, not that I am trying to imply that I am historically important, and besides there is no such thing as being on "the right side of history", another humanist attempt to replace God and sacred principles with the profane, and the fact that they (the moderns) use number to relay history is also quite significant of this, but this is a point that belongs to another post at least any further details about this point, read "The End of History".

    As I stated: I have been given the opportunity to make certain reflections about myself and my life, and without going into too many details there are certain things that I have decided to change about my life, because they are bad for me and because they tend to waste my time and my energy, and when it comes to time and energy I wish to not take on a too "scientific" view, but I have decided that I can present this waste from a material point of view as it carries the point and also as I actually fail to see any reason why I cannot present it from a scientific point of view. You see, that entire introduction to this point is what I am referring to because I am done with wishing a lot of stuff because these are serious matters and this blog deals with serious matters continually, and there is no room for me to wish this and wish that; either something is a fact or not, here I am referring to "fact" in the full sense of that word. I suppose that whenever I attempt to write something on this page, there is a lot of knowing, read "Knowledge", involved without the proper skills on my part to discern the proper way to present this knowledge, read as well "Divine Inspiration", to my readers. But again, the point of this blog is not to present my knowledge to my readers for the sake of presenting knowledge; the point of this page is for me to answer my call, but also the point is not for my individual to do anything, the point is for what you can refer to as my soul to answer its call, again my individual has no importance in these matters, and neither should you feel that your individual is so paramount that your mission, your call, becomes obstructed. Yes, I will admit that I have been referred to as an "obstructionist" on multiple occasions, and actually I would even endorse this title, because what I have been obstructing against is something quite different from my own call, read "Dreaming"; of course, I should add that I still refuse to label myself an "obstructionist" most of the time because I refuse to allow my individual identity to dictate my destiny, but it is still a label that I do not necessarily reject whenever it tends to come my way. Of course, identity is also something that I have had time to reflect over and I must say now that while I have never been much of an "identitarian" I am from now on going to put even more effort in not being an "identitarian" as I wish to cultivate a better and more fruitful relationship with God. What would happen if I was completely unable to shut out the noise, at least as much of it as possible? Another thing that I am done with is being too passive: yes, I have written in previous posts that passivity—under the right circumstances—can be a good and desirable thing but the issue with me as of late is that I am much too passive, and this passivity has made me more vulnerable than what is healthy and good for any individual as it can open me up to the world of demons. Yes, uninvited though demons are, they still manage to make their way inside my head as well, and this means that I need to become more strategic in my passivity, which would mean adhering to principles of such thing as "Radical Peace" and the "Pacific Route", but not enabling me to fall for the lies and propaganda, which I must admit that I have done for quite some time.

    Yes, I am done with certain modes of being if you will and this is a step forward and something that is quite refreshing, but around every corner there are always new challenges, which is why I have decided to not let the cynicism of the world infest me, read "Heroism or Cynicism". I guess that what I am trying to get at in this post is that I am not dealing very well with certain adversity, and this is why I need to become better at strategic engagement, and really this applies to everything including this blog. The road ahead looks uncertain for now, but for me this is still preferable, since it allows me to settle down for a moment. Yes, it may sound counterintuitive that I settle down in the face of uncertainty, but this is where faith comes in, at least for me: I know that I do not know the material future, but I do know enough about the remote future to enable me to intercept most of the bad stuff coming my way. Yes, this all may sound like a bunch of hogwash, really a bunch of babble, but there are certain truths here that must be observed: for one, I cannot speak for the future, but God can; and secondly, if the remote future is certain, then the rest of history is just a matter of catching up. Yes, God enables me to catch up, and in that I can find enough peace to relax, but also it provides enough tension for me to be able to ward off most of the demons heading my way.

    Yes, this was a confused blog post, but bear with me as I am still attempting to recover here. Also, you try to write this much yourself and see how far you get.

Reginald Drax (AKA, M. C. Dutt) – June 27, 2026.