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Yahweh in (יהוה‎):
Moses and the Burning Bush

My Current Medical Problems |
Monday – July 27, 2026

I continue to suffer from medical problems, and they have now reached a point where it has become necessary for me to explain myself a little bit more, as these problems will likely have some effect on my ability to continue to head and write this blog. The main issue that I am currently suffering from is something called gallstones. Now, gallstones, at least in my case, are not a serious medical issue that will lead to my death, at least not immediately, but gallstones do create a lot of pain, and this pain is the primary reason why I have ended up in the hospital on several occasions at this point. The biggest issue that I am likely to face is that my gallbladder becomes inflamed and/or infected; that has not happened yet and I hope that it will not happen. I am scheduled for surgery come the autumn, which means that I am going to remain somewhat compromised until my gallbladder has been completely removed. I cannot help that I am currently suffering from these issues, as the origin of my particular case of gallstones appears to be genetic and completely outside the realm of my control.

    Again, if you wish to take this as a sign, then you may do so. I choose to not take this as a sign, as everything that happens in the world is not a sign of anything in particular, and besides there are far too many people that do not know of what they are thinking, let alone speaking, when it comes to issues of this nature. No, I have not been punished by higher powers, and no I am not under the influence of Satan, at least not in any direct way. I will stretch myself to admit that indeed, Satan has worked on me in an indirect manner, enabling me to eat food that continues to make me sick, read "Are Certain Foods Immoral?", but this is far from suggesting that there is some kind of plot against me. No, there is no plot against me and if you continue to believe that there I or you, for that matter, suffer in every instance because of powers beyond your control, then you are simply and frankly delusional. Besides too, you do have some control, just as I have, over your fate, and in my case it is actually a rather uncomplicated manner of not eating things that contains fat. Now, I am largely speaking a vegetarian, but there are still vegetables that are not good for me and for my gallbladder, and this is why I am a proponent of the Indian kitchen: both because it is diverse, and because it contains, for the most part, vegetarian food. I really do not enjoy eating meat, and I completely reject that western notion based on the obsession of constantly needing to engage in action, of eating meat because it somehow provides proteins. Well my young man, why would you need protein? Well, you need protein in order to build muscle, and in order to become a monster, or at any rate in order so that you can become enabled to release your inner monster in the interest of justice, of rectifying the faults of the material domain, but this is only the case in the best of worlds, and do be aware of the dangerous temptation lurking behind every corner of obsession and addiction; also, do not be so sure that your muscles will not be used against you, read "Modern Warfare". Do you really think that your muscles are built and perfected for your own purposes, or for the purposes that you believe in? Again, do not be so sure of that, and always remember to avoid with great diligence that modern and sentimental delusion of becoming the hero, read "Directing Films"; if you seek to become the hero, you need to ascend the material world completely, for there are no heroes in the material domain, for in the material domain there are only monsters, true beast.

    So, what I need to do and what everyone really needs to do, is to deal with our issues with great prudence, and when we do this, we need to allow ourselves to accept that we are quite simply not in control of our destiny, at least not as long as we remain anchored to the great abyss. Yes, I have gallstones, but once that problem has been resolved, I am likely to suffer some other illness or injury, for that is the way of deviation, and indeed that was the way of the children of David, read my "Bible Study series": as we devolve further and further away from the primordial tradition and from the primordial body, we become more and more corrupted, and with corruption disease and decay is introduced, Genesis 6:3. These may be my words, but here I am really speaking on behalf of all great traditions, and why should I not? Yes, disease happens and even most profane scientist would agree that disease more often than not happens because of deviation; now, their (the profane scientists) conception of deviation and even of disease may be quote distinct, but it is nonetheless the case that disease is an invariable and indisputable part of the human condition, which is why it is stupid and ignorant to attempt to ascribe to disease, particularly in any given individual instance, to some kind of malefic force beyond the ordinary, especially now when the ordinary, read "Modern Civilization", has practically become synonymous with the word "malefic" and really with Satan himself. I suppose too, that most proponents of the reasoned order would be quite right in their assessment of that there is nothing but your anxiety and ignorant mind playing a joke on your senses or mental body when you see things that are not there, because what more evidence should a man need? Are you so blind, are you so unable to see the world for what it is, read "Naturalism and Its Confused Opponents", that you allow the hysteria of superstition to guide you? Nothing more should be required for you to see why it is so stupid to engage in this so-called spiritualism and "spiritism", because what you are really doing is chasing ghosts, when the serpent has been here all the time, when deceit has been here all the time, and when your life has been an enormous lie. It is actually funny that these people who chase ghosts should be so certain of themselves, but for more on this I direct you to my "Pseudoscience" post.

    Now, as far as my life is concerned, read "Who Am I", I have already written off 2026, and for more on that read "Steady As She Goes". Sometimes the problems come to you in a steady flow or manner, and the best option is to let it all happen, read "Is Passivity Good?"

Reginald Drax (AKA, M. C. Dutt) – July 27, 2026.