Medical Emergency Update, Part 4 – Freestyle

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Medical Emergency Update |
Friday – June 26, 2026

Emergency is a word that I should drop, as I am now able, with a decent amount of confidence, to say that I am no longer in an emergency, and as such this is going to be my last medical update, unless something unforeseen and adverse should happen. This past week has been rather rough and I am still recovering from my latest medical episode in the form of a gallbladder attack and according to my doctors I was apparently close to experiencing an inflamed gallbladder which would have become an even larger emergency, but since I am able and my body is able, I have successfully be able to avert this fate, and I hope that God should be with me on the road to recovery. It is not easy to try to "bounce" back from something like this, but it is possible for it must be so. Yes, life must go on just as it must end, for that is what God has ordained. Of course, being back "home", in the colloquial sense, is also helpful as it makes me able to slowly come back to a somewhat normal existence where I am able to continue my study and blogging. I will make some efforts to try to get back to my normal habit of blogging in the coming days and in the coming weeks, but again since I am still somewhat delirious and confused I will probably not be able to get back to fully functioning just yet. Of course, it is all too easy to become confused and delirious in the modern world, but here I am actually delirious for real and I am not joking, not that I typically like to make jokes, at least not on this page, since I am trying to actually be serious about these matters, but I guess that it is true to say that even I can have a quite hard time being serious when I have to exist like this, but it is also not funny just because it is funny.

    See, too many people make jokes just to be funny, but I think these people would be better off if they could make jokes that actually made any sense. Of course, the degeneration of comedy can also be understood from the point of view of modernity: jokes are no longer supposed to carry any meaning; really the entire point of comedy seems to be that it has no point and/or that the world has no point and that life is meaningless, and I guess even I can sustain this kind of thought pattern for some time before it really gets tired, read "Directing Films". Also, so much for reducing former sacred principles to the human level. Well, there is no such thing as "formerly sacred", but the pretense is that they no longer carry anything sacred and that humanity is all that there is on all that is needed. If you really think that the human level is so enlightened, why do these apes—because they are only apes according to your mendacious pseudo-principles—continue to murder each other with excellent diligence, read "Modern Warfare"? Anyways, I should not go on about jokes and the sorry state of entertainment, but if I should say something about modern comedians it must be this: they appear to be intelligent enough, yet completely unable and this makes them perfectly worthless at anything in life, and so they go on to drag everyone else down with them; truly these are sorry people that I absolutely refuse to engage with, and besides they are rude and offensive. Yes, I suppose their job is to be offensive and rude, and I can accept this, provided their diatribes had actually carried any useful and insightful observations about the world.

    Anyways, jokes aside for real now, I am not still unsure about the exact cause of my latest medical episode, and I have stated this in previous posts, but I do believe that I can begin to sense that this was likely something of a fluke, and again I have never stated that things have to happen for reasons that are more profound that the obvious, and in this case I see no reason to assume malice on part of the universe or fate itself, because this was just a part of my story, and here I am being forced to consider my own individual whether I like it or not, which is somewhat painful I should admit. Again, I am trying to always keep a separation between my individual and my mission, but sometimes this is not quite possible, which is why you should read most blog post: "The Problem of Borders". I suppose that this separation is somewhat self imposed, but I actually consider it quite necessary, at least here in the modern world. Sure, the story would have been entirely different in the past and indeed it was entirely different in the past, but since we are being forced to live through this time, this latest iteration, I have been left without choice, not that this is a preference; this is something different from mere individual preferences. I guess too that it is quite sad that I have to actively seek this separation between my individual and my mission, because in a better world, or rather in a better time, the supra-individual order would reign supreme, whereas today we must contend with the material order. While this makes me completely anonymous, it does not make me anonymous in quite the righteous way, at least not yet and this is actually sad I must admit.

    Anyways, I am done with a lot of things, as I explained the other day and the day before that, and one of the things that I am done with has to be anxiety and stress and this I believe is a sign of malice, because only a true devil philosophy will do this to you, and this has been the case for me. Now, you may ask: what kind of devil philosophy? Well, just look around you: are there not devils and small demons everywhere? Of course even I would be expected to be affected by this; anything else would be unlikely. Of course, I am affected by the cynicism and the nihilism, and now I think that I too can admit that this certainly caused or contributed to my medical emergency, which no longer is a medical emergency. Look, besides all of these points that I have made here today I can at least say that this has been a fairly enlightening experience and really I think I will emerge stronger out of this, not weaker, even though Satan would like nothing else but me collapsing from this, read "My Existential Crisis". Well, I am not about to collapse; really, I am about to become stronger. Yes, strength is paramount these days, read "Heroism or Cynicism".

Reginald Drax (AKA, M. C. Dutt) – June 26, 2026.