Self-Hatred

Hindu (ॐ) depiction of Shiva (शिव) as
Bhairava (भैरव)

Self-Hatred |
Monday – May 18, 2026

Self-hatred or self-loathing is another perfectly modern phenomenon never heard or seen of before, mostly because of modern humanity's obsession with identity and all things temporal.

    Yes indeed, why should you hate yourself? Besides, if you are unable to reach a certain level of sophistication is this in and of itself a kind of self-hatred? I am serious here, because it seems to me that an awful amount of people "hate" themselves, of all people, these days, but also seems that an awful amount of things "qualifies" as self-hatred these days, such as not accepting certain clear and obvious flaws about yourself, and the moment a man realizes that he is flawed and seeks to improve this, he is full of self-hatred, because you are apparently supposed to accept, embrace, and even celebrate your individual uniqueness, because after all you and only you are so unique. Ha, it seems very uniform this uniqueness everybody is talking so loudly about these days. Almost as if everybody is equally unique? Well, how they square that you will have to ask them, but these people have no shame and they do not mind contradiction and enormous hypocrisy as it is. Good luck I guess. Also about that hypocrisy, read "The Hypocrisy of the Pious", it was so-called "religious" people who started this, not because they actually cared for the sacred doctrines, but because they sought to grab power, read "Temporal Power", into their own hands, and in order for them to do this, they had to unseat the elect, the truly qualified class of very few men with the right inclination and aptitude that could enable them to receive divine instruction and to seek to order the world according to the sacred balance projected by the stars, the cosmological order. When men exist outside the cosmological order, when they are misplaced, they become too weary of and too attached to all things corporeal and temporal, and all of a sudden them and their "identity" becomes tied to objects of merely temporal magnitude; truly men becomes defined by the material, thus their destiny becomes tied to something temporal and fleeting, which means that their poor and sorry existence becomes reduced to the substantial residues of the past, read "The End of History", for these men are only seemingly able to live and relive the past; they are truly tormented by the devil and condemned to hate themselves. Of course modern men hate themselves, as they should, and all of this talk of tolerance is just nonsense, and everyone knows that there is no such thing as tolerance or acceptance in a world without any kind of enchanting essence that can enable men to uplift themselves to the heavens, read "Destruction!".

    Yes, men deserve to be hated, by themselves as well as by others, but the problem, really the big elephant in the room, is that the public, perhaps more so, deserves to be hated! Indeed, read "Democracy", the public more than anyone else should be hated hated, for the public is truly hideous, vulgar, and offensive; offensive people should be the objects of hate, not because of hate in and of itself, but because hatred serves the very important purpose of balancing the scales of the celestial order, for it is justice to hate and to seek through hatred to actually love, because the truth of the matter is this: a man incapable of criticism, incapable of self-loathing, is a very poor man indeed, for that man can hardly love himself, which is the entire purpose of self-hate. Yes, it may sound extreme, but even most profane scientists would agree that the cancer must be removed and eliminated; we are not dealing here with choice, because if we all had a choice would we not love every aspect of the creation, even the devil himself? Why should the left-handed man love himself in the face of the very fact that he is squarely in the corner of Satan, read "What are Demons?"? Of course, I can go on asking all sorts of questions about this matter without ever resolving it, because after all self-hatred is about disintegration, a necessary disintegration of the ego, not the sacred and supra-individual ego, but the ego of the worldly, the ego of addiction and demonic possession, the ego of the individual and the provincial order, really the modern man himself must die! He, the modern man, must die in order to bring forth the new age—the golden age to come—and he must die in order to rectify the deviation itself.

    Indeed, self-hatred is just the beginning, but to the extent that the world needs to pass through the latest cycle the deviation must also be understood as normal, and this is the reason why so many strange things are co-occurring at one point in time, or at several points increasingly close to each other, in time, read "The Problem of Borders", because what seemed normal in the past would surely seem quite outrageous today and conversely what seems quite normal today would indeed be have been considered an enormous and monstrous outrage in the past, even though most historians will fail to admit this, mostly because they lack skillful means, but also because they seek to uphold the system, read "Ideological Indoctrination". Did men in the past, in these so-called "ancient" times, allow themselves to be downtrodden by the "human condition"; did these men allow themselves to be defined by their faults? Or did they perhaps seek to better themselves by embracing the ultimate truth, sincere knowledge? Besides, there was no such thing as "self-improvement": the point was not to become a better man, read "The Primordial Body", the point was to do right and to walk the righteous path, but to do the right thing, to adhere to the doctrine, had nothing to do with self-improvement; leading a real life based on eternal knowledge has nothing to do with me or you, but you are likely too stupid to ever realize this, particularly if you are a man because most men are simply useful idiots. So, I guess too that I should state that men in particular, read "Gender Roles", should be ashamed and hateful of themselves, read also "What Should the Ratio of Men to Women be?".

    Lastly, if you have ever found yourself bashing yourself, again read the past, then you may just be onto something. Now, you may engage in "psychoanalysis" and you may label this self-hate, but at the end of the day, these things do not happen for no apparent reason: you deserve to be confronted by your own shadow, unless of course you are perfect, and in which case you would lack a shadow in the first place. If you seek true knowledge it is time to stop clogging onto objects; only by releasing yourself, read "Is Passivity Good?", can you stop hating yourself.

Reginald Drax – May 18, 2026.